Anna told me about this story she heard in the news today. This black man beat his two year old to death and his lawyer is trying to get him off with "post slave syndrome." EW. The dealio is owners of slaves beat them and now beating is ingrained. That is why he beat his kid to death, uhuh. What kind of lawyer would try to get some asshole off with that shit?! I mean his family have not been enslaved for how many years!? So now what, some Native American is going to scalp a white man and say it is because of "Post Indian Scalp Syndrome?" Whatever fools. People are so dumb!
There's a movie called "Super Size Me" addressing Mcdonald's Americans addiction to fast food it sounds funny. It's a Sundance Film Festival movie and I want to see it but I do not know where to see it. I can not find it any of the theaters here. Hmm. It came out I think May 7th so it may not even be playing anywhere anymore. Oh well. I will wait until it's on dvd then.
Wednesday, June 02, 2004
Tuesday, June 01, 2004
*Tuesday* Car Accident
On my way back down to Gilbert from Prescott this afternoon I was on the 101 and I'm not sure exactly the details because it happened so fast. I just remember looking down for a couple of seconds, I looked up and the truck infront of me was either at a full stop or practically was! I slammed on my brakes but I was not in time and my car smashed really well up front. His truck was okay, not a scratch. We hadn't hit bad traffic or anything so I had no reason to believe that there would be a fucking stop for no reason. He told me he had let his foot off of the gas. Okay, good for you! So now my car is an even bigger piece of shit! The glass on my right head light is broken but the light still works, the hood is bent up and it will not fully close. The plastic cheap grill like thing is broken and it just fucking sucks!
I did not report because it's not worth it. I will just fix it on my own and hopefully he won't say he got "whiplash" if he does he's full of shit! Good times. So we exchanged addresses and numbers just in case but we did not file a report because it was not bad for him at all and it was 'my fault.' Oh goodie.
On my way back down to Gilbert from Prescott this afternoon I was on the 101 and I'm not sure exactly the details because it happened so fast. I just remember looking down for a couple of seconds, I looked up and the truck infront of me was either at a full stop or practically was! I slammed on my brakes but I was not in time and my car smashed really well up front. His truck was okay, not a scratch. We hadn't hit bad traffic or anything so I had no reason to believe that there would be a fucking stop for no reason. He told me he had let his foot off of the gas. Okay, good for you! So now my car is an even bigger piece of shit! The glass on my right head light is broken but the light still works, the hood is bent up and it will not fully close. The plastic cheap grill like thing is broken and it just fucking sucks!
I did not report because it's not worth it. I will just fix it on my own and hopefully he won't say he got "whiplash" if he does he's full of shit! Good times. So we exchanged addresses and numbers just in case but we did not file a report because it was not bad for him at all and it was 'my fault.' Oh goodie.
Saturday, May 29, 2004
Saturday night.
I expoed and got out of there at about 10:30 which is really good for a Sat. night! I made $85, got gas and coffee and drove up to Prescott. Last Wed. (I think it was Wed!) I went with Kieta and got a new phone and put myself on my own account. I had to put a deposit of $125 down but it will build me credit at least! Hooray! Now I have a super cute flip phone. On the drive to Prescott my phone always cuts out on the mountains and I lose reception but I had reception the ENTIRE way! YAY!
I got to the dorm and called Eric's dorm phone from my cell and nobody answered. I called a few times and no answer still. Luckily this guy came in and I caught the door when he got in. (the door to the hall is locked and I do not have a key! So I have to call somebody to open it) I went in and Eric wasn't in the dorm so I asked Jon Jon and he said Eric was in Katie's room across the hall. I popped my head in and said "Thanks for answering your phone." There was Dave (that's the first time I had ever met him) and he says "I don't you who are you?" I just walked off. Like I give a fuck who you are. He's a total fucking Loser. I can say that after talking to him later, he's a creep and a half with nothing but some stupid little penis driving his life. Pathetic.
Eric walks into the dorm and I was peeing and I open the door and he's standing there and I slammed the door into his toe. I did not do it on purpose but I really did not feel bad when I did it. >=) I could tell he was thinking I was totally overeacting and he was not taking my anger seriously. I just wanted to pop him one. 'Instead of answering your phone your sitting there fucking talking to them, meanwhile I am standing outside waiting. When I fucking drove all the way up here.' I said something along those lines. He's trying to be all comforting and I pushed him off "I'm really freaking mad at you." Jerk. And to top it off his ass was buzzed and he smelled like fucking beer. I hate being around stupid drunk people. They act like morons and I do not want to deal with it. I feel like a babysitter. When he got drunk at Dave's...I swear I just wanted to fucking kill him. People are so dumb.
I still do not think he fucking gets it. His actions said that sitting on his ass drinking talking to some stupid ass mother fucking idiots was more important than me. Fuck you. "Sean could of answered the phone." "He's asleep, he's not going to answer the phone." Not too mention, he's SLEEPING...he should not have to answer the fucking phone. You should have you dumb fuck. Ugh.
Ugh. Eric told me he talked to his mom about the VCR thing. I don't really like that. I don't know about it bugs me, it just does. Ew. She said she did not mean it like that and she was offering to me. Whatever. I think she's full of crap!
I expoed and got out of there at about 10:30 which is really good for a Sat. night! I made $85, got gas and coffee and drove up to Prescott. Last Wed. (I think it was Wed!) I went with Kieta and got a new phone and put myself on my own account. I had to put a deposit of $125 down but it will build me credit at least! Hooray! Now I have a super cute flip phone. On the drive to Prescott my phone always cuts out on the mountains and I lose reception but I had reception the ENTIRE way! YAY!
I got to the dorm and called Eric's dorm phone from my cell and nobody answered. I called a few times and no answer still. Luckily this guy came in and I caught the door when he got in. (the door to the hall is locked and I do not have a key! So I have to call somebody to open it) I went in and Eric wasn't in the dorm so I asked Jon Jon and he said Eric was in Katie's room across the hall. I popped my head in and said "Thanks for answering your phone." There was Dave (that's the first time I had ever met him) and he says "I don't you who are you?" I just walked off. Like I give a fuck who you are. He's a total fucking Loser. I can say that after talking to him later, he's a creep and a half with nothing but some stupid little penis driving his life. Pathetic.
Eric walks into the dorm and I was peeing and I open the door and he's standing there and I slammed the door into his toe. I did not do it on purpose but I really did not feel bad when I did it. >=) I could tell he was thinking I was totally overeacting and he was not taking my anger seriously. I just wanted to pop him one. 'Instead of answering your phone your sitting there fucking talking to them, meanwhile I am standing outside waiting. When I fucking drove all the way up here.' I said something along those lines. He's trying to be all comforting and I pushed him off "I'm really freaking mad at you." Jerk. And to top it off his ass was buzzed and he smelled like fucking beer. I hate being around stupid drunk people. They act like morons and I do not want to deal with it. I feel like a babysitter. When he got drunk at Dave's...I swear I just wanted to fucking kill him. People are so dumb.
I still do not think he fucking gets it. His actions said that sitting on his ass drinking talking to some stupid ass mother fucking idiots was more important than me. Fuck you. "Sean could of answered the phone." "He's asleep, he's not going to answer the phone." Not too mention, he's SLEEPING...he should not have to answer the fucking phone. You should have you dumb fuck. Ugh.
Ugh. Eric told me he talked to his mom about the VCR thing. I don't really like that. I don't know about it bugs me, it just does. Ew. She said she did not mean it like that and she was offering to me. Whatever. I think she's full of crap!
Saturday night.
I expoed and got out of there at about 10:30 which is really good for a Sat. night! I made $85, got gas and coffee and drove up to Prescott. Last Wed. (I think it was Wed!) I went with Kieta and got a new phone and put myself on my own account. I had to put a deposit of $125 down but it will build me credit at least! Hooray! Now I have a super cute flip phone. On the drive to Prescott my phone always cuts out on the mountains and I lose reception but I had reception the ENTIRE way! YAY!
I got to the dorm and called Eric's dorm phone from my cell and nobody answered. I called a few times and no answer still. Luckily this guy came in and I caught the door when he got in. (the door to the hall is locked and I do not have a key! So I have to call somebody to open it) I went in and Eric wasn't in the dorm so I asked Jon Jon and he said Eric was in Katie's room across the hall. I popped my head in and said "Thanks for answering your phone." There was Dave (that's the first time I had ever met him) and he says "I don't you who are you?" I just walked off. Like I give a fuck who you are. He's a total fucking Loser. I can say that after talking to him later, he's a creep and a half with nothing but some stupid little penis driving his life. Pathetic.
Eric walks into the dorm and I was peeing and I open the door and he's standing there and I slammed the door into his toe. I did not do it on purpose but I really did not feel bad when I did it. >=) I could tell he was thinking I was totally overeacting and he was not taking my anger seriously. I just wanted to pop him one. 'Instead of answering your phone your sitting there fucking talking to them, meanwhile I am standing outside waiting. When I fucking drove all the way up here.' I said something along those lines. He's trying to be all comforting and I pushed him off "I'm really freaking mad at you." Jerk. And to top it off his ass was buzzed and he smelled like fucking beer. I hate being around stupid drunk people. They act like morons and I do not want to deal with it. I feel like a babysitter. When he got drunk at Dave's...I swear I just wanted to fucking kill him. People are so dumb.
I still do not think he fucking gets it. His actions said that sitting on his ass drinking talking to some stupid ass mother fucking idiots was more important than me. Fuck you. "Sean could of answered the phone." "He's asleep, he's not going to answer the phone." Not too mention, he's SLEEPING...he should not have to answer the fucking phone. You should have you dumb fuck. Ugh.
Ugh. Eric told me he talked to his mom about the VCR thing. I don't really like that. I don't know about it bugs me, it just does. Ew. She said she did not mean it like that and she was offering to me. Whatever. I think she's full of crap!
I expoed and got out of there at about 10:30 which is really good for a Sat. night! I made $85, got gas and coffee and drove up to Prescott. Last Wed. (I think it was Wed!) I went with Kieta and got a new phone and put myself on my own account. I had to put a deposit of $125 down but it will build me credit at least! Hooray! Now I have a super cute flip phone. On the drive to Prescott my phone always cuts out on the mountains and I lose reception but I had reception the ENTIRE way! YAY!
I got to the dorm and called Eric's dorm phone from my cell and nobody answered. I called a few times and no answer still. Luckily this guy came in and I caught the door when he got in. (the door to the hall is locked and I do not have a key! So I have to call somebody to open it) I went in and Eric wasn't in the dorm so I asked Jon Jon and he said Eric was in Katie's room across the hall. I popped my head in and said "Thanks for answering your phone." There was Dave (that's the first time I had ever met him) and he says "I don't you who are you?" I just walked off. Like I give a fuck who you are. He's a total fucking Loser. I can say that after talking to him later, he's a creep and a half with nothing but some stupid little penis driving his life. Pathetic.
Eric walks into the dorm and I was peeing and I open the door and he's standing there and I slammed the door into his toe. I did not do it on purpose but I really did not feel bad when I did it. >=) I could tell he was thinking I was totally overeacting and he was not taking my anger seriously. I just wanted to pop him one. 'Instead of answering your phone your sitting there fucking talking to them, meanwhile I am standing outside waiting. When I fucking drove all the way up here.' I said something along those lines. He's trying to be all comforting and I pushed him off "I'm really freaking mad at you." Jerk. And to top it off his ass was buzzed and he smelled like fucking beer. I hate being around stupid drunk people. They act like morons and I do not want to deal with it. I feel like a babysitter. When he got drunk at Dave's...I swear I just wanted to fucking kill him. People are so dumb.
I still do not think he fucking gets it. His actions said that sitting on his ass drinking talking to some stupid ass mother fucking idiots was more important than me. Fuck you. "Sean could of answered the phone." "He's asleep, he's not going to answer the phone." Not too mention, he's SLEEPING...he should not have to answer the fucking phone. You should have you dumb fuck. Ugh.
Ugh. Eric told me he talked to his mom about the VCR thing. I don't really like that. I don't know about it bugs me, it just does. Ew. She said she did not mean it like that and she was offering to me. Whatever. I think she's full of crap!
Saturday, May 22, 2004
Today Eric and I left for Cali at about 11:30AM . We were lucky to get to go then, I didn't request Sat night off so Kieta expoed Sat night for me! How cool!
Kent (Eric's dad) was sick so Karil, Jeff, Eric and I went out to the Panda Inn for dinner then rented Officespace. Eric had left the room doing laundry or something and I came into the living room where Jeff and Karil were sitting on the couch and it looked very univiting. I sat in the ugly stiff chair his mom is always in. Eric came in and we could finally start the movie and his mom Karil patted the seat next to her to usher Eric over there away from his seat next to me. Eric just sort of shrugged and Karil made Jeff scooch over to make some more room and patted the fucking seat again. This time Eric went over. The feelings that came over to me may seem oversensitive or weird to you but something about the whole thing was like being shunned out of the area. I felt even more like an outsider than I already did. I was alone. Nobody made a seat for me, which was to be expected because that couch is not that big. Here's the thing I am not sure about...did Karil do it to have Eric there really or was it more like to take him away from me? I think the latter, but who knows. Maybe I am just an irrational typical crazy woman who overeacts to everything. Either way it made me want to leave forever.
The next morning I slept in until noon because well, we were not going anywhere or doing anything any time soon so why get up? It would just be more sitting there trying to think of things to say and trying to ignore the awkward silence. And it also gave Eric, Karil and Jeff some alone time so I felt mighty comfortable just lying in bed and not getting up anytime soon. Jeff was doing Karil's brakes and so we're hanging outside standing around and Karil asks if Eric knows anybody that would like a VCR. I asked her why she VCRs to get rid of. "One is a cheapo I bought for school and other one is my old VCR." Then Eric looks at me and says, "Hey do you want one?" "Sure" So I follow her into the garage and she grabs this one and says, "This is the one from school." I nodded, I did not know if she was digging for the other one or handing me that one. "Well you want it?" So I took it from her. Then she looks at Eric and asks him if he knew anybody else that wanted one.
Recently I saw an episode of Dharma and Gregg that was really interesting. Dharma lost the wedding ring that she had gotten from her mother-in-law (which she had gotten from her mother etc etc) and had lost it. Later on found it and had it cleaned. The jeweler then proceeded to tell her it was a fake. She had given a fake because she did not think the marriage would last, did not trust or really like Dharma.
That's how I felt. She had already told me that was the "cheapo" VCR and gave me it and proceeded to ask if anybody else wanted one. Like somebody better than me. It's cool. I do not mind that she wants to give me the cheap one, especially if she has an idea of whom she wants to give the better one to. That is fine by me. But giving me the cheapo then trying to find a home for the better one while I am still standing right there, it just hurt. I hate people.
Kent (Eric's dad) was sick so Karil, Jeff, Eric and I went out to the Panda Inn for dinner then rented Officespace. Eric had left the room doing laundry or something and I came into the living room where Jeff and Karil were sitting on the couch and it looked very univiting. I sat in the ugly stiff chair his mom is always in. Eric came in and we could finally start the movie and his mom Karil patted the seat next to her to usher Eric over there away from his seat next to me. Eric just sort of shrugged and Karil made Jeff scooch over to make some more room and patted the fucking seat again. This time Eric went over. The feelings that came over to me may seem oversensitive or weird to you but something about the whole thing was like being shunned out of the area. I felt even more like an outsider than I already did. I was alone. Nobody made a seat for me, which was to be expected because that couch is not that big. Here's the thing I am not sure about...did Karil do it to have Eric there really or was it more like to take him away from me? I think the latter, but who knows. Maybe I am just an irrational typical crazy woman who overeacts to everything. Either way it made me want to leave forever.
The next morning I slept in until noon because well, we were not going anywhere or doing anything any time soon so why get up? It would just be more sitting there trying to think of things to say and trying to ignore the awkward silence. And it also gave Eric, Karil and Jeff some alone time so I felt mighty comfortable just lying in bed and not getting up anytime soon. Jeff was doing Karil's brakes and so we're hanging outside standing around and Karil asks if Eric knows anybody that would like a VCR. I asked her why she VCRs to get rid of. "One is a cheapo I bought for school and other one is my old VCR." Then Eric looks at me and says, "Hey do you want one?" "Sure" So I follow her into the garage and she grabs this one and says, "This is the one from school." I nodded, I did not know if she was digging for the other one or handing me that one. "Well you want it?" So I took it from her. Then she looks at Eric and asks him if he knew anybody else that wanted one.
Recently I saw an episode of Dharma and Gregg that was really interesting. Dharma lost the wedding ring that she had gotten from her mother-in-law (which she had gotten from her mother etc etc) and had lost it. Later on found it and had it cleaned. The jeweler then proceeded to tell her it was a fake. She had given a fake because she did not think the marriage would last, did not trust or really like Dharma.
That's how I felt. She had already told me that was the "cheapo" VCR and gave me it and proceeded to ask if anybody else wanted one. Like somebody better than me. It's cool. I do not mind that she wants to give me the cheap one, especially if she has an idea of whom she wants to give the better one to. That is fine by me. But giving me the cheapo then trying to find a home for the better one while I am still standing right there, it just hurt. I hate people.
Thursday, May 13, 2004
Work Wed. morning was fun as usual. It was really slow and I had section 4 with table 8 which I dislike. I got sat an 8 top on table 8. First just a few people had shown up so I got them drinks and when I came back a couple more had appeared, I went and got them drinks. I came back and took their order but they were still expecting one more woman anytime. I punched in their meals and then finally the other woman showed up and after all of that the seating was messed up because they changed seats. When you punch in the food order it is supposed to be in order of seating and so I had to try and fix it when it came out because when you take them their food you are supposed to put it in infront of them without asking them who has what. When the food came out I was dressing and fixing the order of the plates to run it out, which means I was in the back for a little while instead of by my tables.
I ran out the food and came back in the kitchen to get table 8 something when Grady caught me and says "Have you been to table 18?! They have been for awhile and they asked if they had a server!" "I'm sorry Grady I was taking care of table 8! I just got back here." FUCK OFF. I had to take care of that shit, hot food hot remember fuck face. I hate his jerk-off ass.
Then later I these too bitchy ladies (mom and daughter) one of them ordered a salad and I just forgot to bring it out. I was not even busy, I had walked by the table a bunch and they never reminded me or anything. I brought out there food and the mom says "You forgot MY salad." "Omg I am so sorry." "Well I don't want it anymore." She had apparently gone up the podium and told Grady, "We haven't seen our server for awhile and she forgot my salad and I need tobasco sauce." I am not sure when she did it, but I was by the table quite frequently and they had never said anything about a salad or tobasco to me. Fuck off lady. Do you want me to just hover around your table so I can get you something every five seconds when you need something.
I ran out the food and came back in the kitchen to get table 8 something when Grady caught me and says "Have you been to table 18?! They have been for awhile and they asked if they had a server!" "I'm sorry Grady I was taking care of table 8! I just got back here." FUCK OFF. I had to take care of that shit, hot food hot remember fuck face. I hate his jerk-off ass.
Then later I these too bitchy ladies (mom and daughter) one of them ordered a salad and I just forgot to bring it out. I was not even busy, I had walked by the table a bunch and they never reminded me or anything. I brought out there food and the mom says "You forgot MY salad." "Omg I am so sorry." "Well I don't want it anymore." She had apparently gone up the podium and told Grady, "We haven't seen our server for awhile and she forgot my salad and I need tobasco sauce." I am not sure when she did it, but I was by the table quite frequently and they had never said anything about a salad or tobasco to me. Fuck off lady. Do you want me to just hover around your table so I can get you something every five seconds when you need something.
Tuesday, May 11, 2004
I made a web-page for Eric recently as a little gift. I did not get nearly anything done on it though. I just wanted to show it to him so he could work on it as I knew I was not going to get anywhere near I wanted to any time soon. He seems to be enjoying it though which is good! I am totally over the flu now which is awesome because I fucking hate being sick. It is the devil. Fucking children and their germs!
Phil a friend from work is moving to Boston soon so he selling all of his stuff. He has a pleather sofa, sexy black that he paid $300 for a little less than a year ago and he is selling it for $100. He also has two paintings that I want, they match quite well. One is a leopard and the other is a tiger, but it's just their eyes. They are so gorgeous! I can not even begin to express how much I love big cats. I LOVE animals especially wild cats. Omg adore them.
I am a spendaholic! Jesus. I bought some little things off of the PETA website, just buttons, stickers and shit. Like $12 worth. I bought some rubber stamps off of Ebay. I bought a set of 4 drinking glasses with a red chinese dragon on each. I LOVE dragons. Hehe. I found this super cool blue (my favorite color, black is my favorite but it isn't actually a color, so I just say blue) dragon vibrator. Lol. I don't really want one but after seeing that one, dude it's got my name all over it! DUDE seriously. A DRAGON?!?! And it's BLUE!?!? Woah, tell me it's not fate? The only thing is it's a little exspensivo, $120! Yeesh. I need money. Because I spend it like crazy!
Kieta, Candance and I went to see "Mean Girls" today. It was actually really funny. I came up with a better ending for the movie though, if you have not seen it, just don't read this....
I think in the end instead of the guy she was into coming onto the dance floor at the Spring Fling and dancing with her etc. He should not of talked to her in the scene at ALL. Kept some suspense going and in a scene or two, have him ask her for help in math. In the movie she kept asking him for help with math to have an exscuse to talk to him, even though she was really good at math! So it would of been really cute, if in class he had been "Hey,...are you getting this? I need some help here." With a super cute award winning smile. That would of rocked! I should write this shit not there morons!
Phil a friend from work is moving to Boston soon so he selling all of his stuff. He has a pleather sofa, sexy black that he paid $300 for a little less than a year ago and he is selling it for $100. He also has two paintings that I want, they match quite well. One is a leopard and the other is a tiger, but it's just their eyes. They are so gorgeous! I can not even begin to express how much I love big cats. I LOVE animals especially wild cats. Omg adore them.
I am a spendaholic! Jesus. I bought some little things off of the PETA website, just buttons, stickers and shit. Like $12 worth. I bought some rubber stamps off of Ebay. I bought a set of 4 drinking glasses with a red chinese dragon on each. I LOVE dragons. Hehe. I found this super cool blue (my favorite color, black is my favorite but it isn't actually a color, so I just say blue) dragon vibrator. Lol. I don't really want one but after seeing that one, dude it's got my name all over it! DUDE seriously. A DRAGON?!?! And it's BLUE!?!? Woah, tell me it's not fate? The only thing is it's a little exspensivo, $120! Yeesh. I need money. Because I spend it like crazy!
Kieta, Candance and I went to see "Mean Girls" today. It was actually really funny. I came up with a better ending for the movie though, if you have not seen it, just don't read this....
I think in the end instead of the guy she was into coming onto the dance floor at the Spring Fling and dancing with her etc. He should not of talked to her in the scene at ALL. Kept some suspense going and in a scene or two, have him ask her for help in math. In the movie she kept asking him for help with math to have an exscuse to talk to him, even though she was really good at math! So it would of been really cute, if in class he had been "Hey,...are you getting this? I need some help here." With a super cute award winning smile. That would of rocked! I should write this shit not there morons!
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