Saturday, December 13, 2003

Okay...I went up to Prescott Friday night I believe and my goal was to wake-up and go the ERAU's winter graduation. Well that night I was up with the stomach flu and not only did I hardly get any sleep, but I didn't want to go because if I had to stop talking to somebody to go to the restroom...talk about embarassing! So Eric and I didn't go. Later we went to John and Jenny's out in The outskirts of PV almost in Dewey. John had graduated and his family was all out so it was awkward. Especially because I haven not seen them in forever, and I am not THAT good friends with them. Bla bla. Anyways...to the point!

We got there at around 3 or 4 in the afternoon and we were there until after midnight which sucked ass. But the thing that really tiffed me was John and his brother were talking about going to Whiskey Row to get some drinks at around 10pm and they said hey, Eric do you want to go? "Sure!" And I glared at him of course, so he looks at me and says..."you can hang-out with Jen!" They decided to stay there and play poker and drink piss beer instead of go to Whiskey Row. And later Eric told me that he had planned to lend his car to me if he went to the bar and he'd get a ride home from John. Umm, okay let me paint you think fucking picture. I drive two hours to go to this fucking shit hole town where it's cold as hell, there is nothing to do and I am stuck hanging around Eric's stupid roommate Sean (I use to tolerate him and now omg I just fucking can not stand him). What is the main fucking reason I go up there for? To see this dipshit. And he's going to blow me off to go fucking sit in a bar and drink with these renobs? FUCK U. I hate ppl. I would not fucking do that to him. So I am at John and Jenny's and watching TV for hrs while they play poker. Sorry I don't do poker. So for hours I am sitting there watching TV then I put in a movie and then finally we leave. Am I alone in thinking that was totally rude??! I told Mel about it and she totally said that fucked up. So there!

I could of been hanging-out with my friends there instead of sitting on my ass watching TV, I wish I taken my own car there separately so I could of just fucking left. I had NO idea that we would be there for hours and hours. I figured a couple of hours to say hi and bump into ppl and then we'd leave. I did not plan on making a practical all nighter. And it sucked especially because Jenny went ot bed like around 10 or so. I had nobody to talk to or anything for the last like 2-3 hrs. Cuz they were all playing poker. I don't really like card games or board games that much. I ESPECIALLY hate gambling, I have BETTER things to waste money and time on. So it was just a bomb.