Friday we walked over to Subway and later around 5:30 we went to Dinning out @ the same place they had my prom. The Prescott Villas I think it's called. When my sister Anna was in New Zealand she bought this gorgeus blue asian dress. It's really pretty so I wore that to Dinning Out. Eric was dressed to the T in his air force uniform lol just like Prom. Ha. (Dinning out is a formal dinner for the air force) His suite mate Jamie (ew) took a couple pictures of us in the hallway before we left.

Dinning out was pretty boring because we got there after everybody was talking and hanging-out and that obviously was the HIGHLIGHT of the event. I wish we had gotten there sooner so I could of talked to people I haven't seen in years! Lol. Go figure. Hindsight 22. Well...I noticed people (especially girls) looking at me...I dunno if they were negative glares...maybe because it wasn't a full length dress like formal dresses are supposed to be? It was formal in everything else though so I didn't give a fuck. Oh well. Maybe they were just jealous. Lol.

My friend Matt Tiexera played the nation anthem (ew) on the trumphet I think it was? Anyways I have to remember to IM him and congratulate him on his playing because it was good. A shitty song but he played well. I saw TJ, Ken and umm I can't remember the other band member. lol. Ken looked really gross, all fuzzy and shit. Why do guys think it is okay to not shave for weeks?? It looks NASTY! I don't mind goatees on some men like my brother-in-law for example but all this nasty unkept pubic hair is GROSS like Eric's roommate Sean right now hasn't shaved in like a week I am guessing. Gross. Men are so dumb.

This week-end I couldn't help but laugh at Eric. It just cracks me up how dressed down he is half of the time, like a big white shirt and these army green cargo shorts he wears that I HAVE to replace and get rid of when he's not looking. Lol. And I have to look at what I am wearing and then look back at him and I just can't help but stiffle a laugh! Why the hell am I dressing to impress when he's trying his hardest not to?! Makes no sense to me. Boys are so dumb. Who taught them how to dress anyways? Jeez. Do they think they look good? The only well dressed men are either gay or have girlfriends or moms dressing them. Hehe.


So anyways the Dinning Out had a Admiral (sp) give a really boring long speech. If I was up there for 15 minutes I would have everybody listening. I have always been good at giving interesting speeches that keeps people at least listening even if they are freaked out about the topic I am talking about. So anyways, I could of done better. The chicken thingy was okay, I mean it's better than Top Ramen. But I would take Chow Mein any day over that thing. Dessert was Carrot Cake. Not bad for carrot cake, I like carrot cake but I don't drool over it or anything.

I just hate anything formal because I feel retarded. I especially hate crowds of people. I knew/recognized alot of people there but a big crowd like makes me want to crawl back to a computer or to my hole as Anna calls it (my bedroom). I do not like the praying (ew) and all of the being silet while somebody parades around with a flag? Why? I am sorry I do not have respect for this country. Why you must be thinking?

America....well simply put we are arrogant as a whole. The people of this country think that they are better than the rest of the world. Why? Because unlike most of the world we have freedom, the freedom to do what we want...mostly. We have indoor plumbing, we have cable TV, we have a civilized society. We also have the freedom to take what we have for granted, we reserve the right to lock murderers and rapists up in prison for life, we reserve the right to trash this planet as we see fit. Why? Because this planet, this earth is our's. Our wildlife, our ozone layer that we are depleting day after day but why doesn't anybody seem to really care? Because it is our's. Okay I am reading "Ishmael" so that's why I am babbling about that. Thanks to Bill for making me read the book but it is really good so far and it's crazy how true the shit is.

So back to our country not just how fucked up people are....I don't like how we flaunt how good we are and think that we are better than everybody else. It just pisses me off. We have alot of things that make us technoligally more advanced...but does that mean that we are better than the aborigines who in south africa live off of the earth, without indoor plumbing, without TV. They are happy with what they have and are thankful for having what they have. The kill to eat. The kill when necessary to survive and protect their children. They make babies and work hard to survive. They don't drive cars that pollute the ozone, they don't kill animals to put their heads on their walls. They don't molest their cousins or kill somebody to use their flesh as a lampshade for the their living room. Do they live their lives everyday thinking that they are better than us? I doubt it. Why is that? Is that because they are not better than us? No. Because they work hard for what they have and appreciate all of it because they live in the earth not own the earth.

Anyways. I could argue tooth and nail that society is fucked up and people need to change things. I know that this country is better than dozens of countries because we don't throw rocks at women who show an ankle in public, because we allow women to vote. We allow people alot of freedom, I think in some areas too much freedom. That's great EVERYBODY should do that. But does that give us the right to be stupid, arrogant bafoons? No. Be grateful for the fact that when your aunt is raped and murdered the man who did it if he is caught, will be put in prison. And guess who pays for that prison and to keep him alive in that prison? You guessed it...we all do.

I drove up to Prescott Thursday night after I got off of work. Last week was psycho dead so I hoping to get out of there a little early but alas, they kept seating me and seating me! So, I don't think I left until around 6PM or so. Sean White came over so we could drive his truck to the dealership again. Lol. Pos. So we went to Denny's after. The coolest thing was when we were leaving guess who I saw...lol. James. This really super cool guy from Riddle that I haven't seen in fucking 2 yrs! I wish I had asked him for his email but I totally SPACED it. Maybe he'll be at graduation.

Wed March 31

Second training day with Carriane.


Thu April 1

First training day with Laurie

Fri April 2

Was supposed to be my last training day and I was scheduled to be on my own with Monday morning (which is normally my day off but Pam is a retard at making scheduling) and Laurie said I needed one more day and was planning on training me Mon and I told her I wanted it off anyways! Since I was not certified to serve yet I didn't have to get that Mon covered. I finished my training Tue with Laurie and took my test and got a 94%.

Thu April 8

My first day of serving on my own! Yay! I had four tables all day (which is terrible but we're out of season now so I am not shocked) My last table was a husband, wife and their 5 kids. It was the little girls b-day and I brought her brownie, ice-cream and hot fudge with her candle and they were all like "OMG!!" It was way cute. Then they sang happy birthday to her. They told me I was doing great and on their $86 bill they left me....$50! Woah. How cool is that?? Dude. It was super fucking cool! Other than that table I made like 10 bucks. So it was a great end to my day.