Tue March 30th

I started server training today with Carrianne. She showed what to do and I took some of her tables all on my own and Wed the same thing. A while back the managers asked Carrie if she even wanted totrain and she told them no but since she said no they have scheduled her to train three people! Lol. Lame asses. She's not a good trainer, not to say she's not good at her job. It's just that she isn't great at showing people how to do what she does without taking things for granted and not illustrating how to do them to other people. So Thursday morning Laurie came in and Carrie asked her if she would train me and Laurie agreed to finish my training Thursday and Friday. Well I am originally said I only wanted to work lunches but I told them that I wanted to train dinners also and so Laurie said she wanted to train me Monday morning (I was scheduled to work on my own but she said I needed one more day) and Kieta told her no I wanted Monday off. So Tuesday I am training again, Wed off, Thu I am on my own!!!!! OMG!! AHH!! hehe. I am still expoing Friday and Saturday nights because I like making a $100 a night. But omg after serving this week and expoing Fri and Sat I HATE expoing at especially on those nights I dunno how long I will be able to hack them without going crazy. They are so stressful and everybody (cooks, servers) are so grumpy and stupid sloppy assholes I hate it.

Fri April 2nd

I hate my job!!!!! Tonight Jose the dishwasher was a grumpy fuck, Candace was being the biggest bitch. I did something perverted like stuck my tongue between my two fingers (which I do frequently) and she called me like a lesbian freak. In this stupid fucking bitchy ass voice...Bitch. She's never jumped down my throat like that before. Then later Grady apparently relayed a message to Rudy to tell Candace and she was not happy about it and so I was like what's the matter...I patted her on the back. And she fucking snaps and shrugs and whips back "Don't fucking touch me!" FUCK YOU! Then Patti was being a dumb bitch. Then all night expoing is spent cleaning up after assholes who don't lift a finger and leave their dirty dishes everywhere along with spills, wasted food and garbage. They do not care about anybody but themselves.

This week-end has put me in such a bad mood just wanting to kill everything. I can't get this Davy drama out of my head. I just can not believe my stupid ass pervert family.