Wednesday, November 17, 2010

I always get the impression that when men start to feel emotional attachment they pull away. If they feel smothered or like women are getting emotionally attached, they pull away. If we play their game and are distant, hard to get we keep them. They chase us like dogs in heat and are always begging for more. The second we beg for more they are repelled. It is so enraging. This is when I get angry that I am a woman. I am woman with sexual needs and it is fucking taboo to have these needs. It is not playing their god damn game the way they designed it. I did not purchase these cheat codes, I was given these as a gift and when properly used they are AMAZING.

The game is easy, I can play their stupid fucking game. However, if I play at the rate they do, I will need five guys in the rotation MINIUMUM. Contrary to belief, women are more sexual because we either enjoy it so much and are able to have sex longer and more frequent or we seek sex as validation. Unfortunately women normally seek validation more than men, so either way you look at it. Women are secretly (maybe, not so secretly?) giant horn dogs. The really smart ones keep their mouths shut. Guys don't want to know we've had sex with other people, they want to be in denial of this fact. The fact that his dick slides so easily in your ass is not because you are a pro, no it's because you have abnormally large dumps. Right...

Yet women are the truly sad ones, we intentionally put ourselves through this mess. We either wait to have sex with a man because once you hand out the pop-sicles for free nobody will buy the ice-cream truck. Or we are so worried that if we hold out too long he will stray and find another woman to fit the bill. Either way we are prudes or whores. Men on the other hand are seen as gods. If they are good at going down on women and have longevity in the bedroom they are seen as Gods. Women good at blow jobs are seen as whores for practicing too much and having the ability to get over their gag reflex. Their inability to orgasm right away is not because you suck in the bedroom, oh no, it's because they have a really small hood and are "too hard to get off." While a man that prolongs his orgasm is seen as a master. FUCK it. We live in a society where we are all not having our needs met because we are too focused on what other people think and how we think we are supposed to "think" and "perceive."



My wishlist - a man who is....

  1. Knows who he is and what he stands for
  2. Emotionally intelligent enough to seek to truly understand
  3. Is patient enough to listen but has the balls to call me out
  4. Will not accept anything but my best or his best
  5. Is willing to receive feedback openly and be open to grow; sees value in it
  6. Trusts his instincts and is confident enough to allow me to trust mine
  7. Is open minded to spirituality and the human spirit
  8. Has a beautiful and compassionate soul
  9. Understands me in a way that is true, settling and like no other; he is my best friend and confidant
  10. His beauty does not stop at his soul, it extends to his rugged exterior
  11. Understands that life about the journey, not the destination; he learns from his life experiences and appreciates what I learn from mine