Eric's a dork. A while ago I was asking him what he thought was gonna happen when he graduated (he's leaving in September for Tech. school in Texas) and then he'll be god knows where. His response was "I haven't thought about it, I'm a guy!" What is wrong males? How could you not think about it? Ergh. Well I hope he has fun in wherever. Kieta's mom Brenda was asking Kieta "are you sure you want to live with Michelle...I mean isn't she going to marry Eric?" Dude seriously I feel BOMBARDED. Kieta told her well she'll probably at least live with me for a year. Kieta was asking me what was going to happen when Eric left and I said I dunno because he hasn't thought about it. She agreed with me, how could you NOT think about it?!?! Lol. She mentioned, of course he has to of thought about it, because there goes his booty-call. Hah. Seriously! But whatever if he hasn't thought about then whatever...obviously he doesn't give a shit or something.
I'm being attacked from everybody. Freakin' even Davis at dinner was like "Are you guys going to get married?" Is it a conspiracy? Everybody is coming to get me...I know it they're after me!! I'm not even 21 yet and people are asking me if I am going to get married. Ew. Leave me alone, ARGH. Like okay, if it happens it happens...I'm not itchin' for anything. "What's the rush" is what I tell everybody that bugs me about it.
Monday, April 19, 2004
A week or so ago Kieta was telling about a story of a friend purposing, she starts..."Tell me if you think this is romantic or lame." This guy in Army gets some of his Army buddies to conspire on kiddnapping his girlfriend. While she's playing tag-football at church with her dad the paster, the only one who knows about the kidnapping they grab her. He puts a paper bag on her head and everything and then takes it off and proposes. Um, I think it's very yucky. An A for creativity but and F on romance. It turns out it was Jesse Stoda a friend of my sister's family. Ew. Okay....it would of been cool if he had kidnapped and taken her somewhere cool, like a week-end trip camping, or whatever. And then while they were there to pop the question but to drag her off like that...also what if the rest of her family/friends freaked out and tried to stop them and things turned ugly.
Friday, April 16, 2004
Friday we walked over to Subway and later around 5:30 we went to Dinning out @ the same place they had my prom. The Prescott Villas I think it's called. When my sister Anna was in New Zealand she bought this gorgeus blue asian dress. It's really pretty so I wore that to Dinning Out. Eric was dressed to the T in his air force uniform lol just like Prom. Ha. (Dinning out is a formal dinner for the air force) His suite mate Jamie (ew) took a couple pictures of us in the hallway before we left.
Dinning out was pretty boring because we got there after everybody was talking and hanging-out and that obviously was the HIGHLIGHT of the event. I wish we had gotten there sooner so I could of talked to people I haven't seen in years! Lol. Go figure. Hindsight 22. Well...I noticed people (especially girls) looking at me...I dunno if they were negative glares...maybe because it wasn't a full length dress like formal dresses are supposed to be? It was formal in everything else though so I didn't give a fuck. Oh well. Maybe they were just jealous. Lol.
My friend Matt Tiexera played the nation anthem (ew) on the trumphet I think it was? Anyways I have to remember to IM him and congratulate him on his playing because it was good. A shitty song but he played well. I saw TJ, Ken and umm I can't remember the other band member. lol. Ken looked really gross, all fuzzy and shit. Why do guys think it is okay to not shave for weeks?? It looks NASTY! I don't mind goatees on some men like my brother-in-law for example but all this nasty unkept pubic hair is GROSS like Eric's roommate Sean right now hasn't shaved in like a week I am guessing. Gross. Men are so dumb.
This week-end I couldn't help but laugh at Eric. It just cracks me up how dressed down he is half of the time, like a big white shirt and these army green cargo shorts he wears that I HAVE to replace and get rid of when he's not looking. Lol. And I have to look at what I am wearing and then look back at him and I just can't help but stiffle a laugh! Why the hell am I dressing to impress when he's trying his hardest not to?! Makes no sense to me. Boys are so dumb. Who taught them how to dress anyways? Jeez. Do they think they look good? The only well dressed men are either gay or have girlfriends or moms dressing them. Hehe.
So anyways the Dinning Out had a Admiral (sp) give a really boring long speech. If I was up there for 15 minutes I would have everybody listening. I have always been good at giving interesting speeches that keeps people at least listening even if they are freaked out about the topic I am talking about. So anyways, I could of done better. The chicken thingy was okay, I mean it's better than Top Ramen. But I would take Chow Mein any day over that thing. Dessert was Carrot Cake. Not bad for carrot cake, I like carrot cake but I don't drool over it or anything.
I just hate anything formal because I feel retarded. I especially hate crowds of people. I knew/recognized alot of people there but a big crowd like makes me want to crawl back to a computer or to my hole as Anna calls it (my bedroom). I do not like the praying (ew) and all of the being silet while somebody parades around with a flag? Why? I am sorry I do not have respect for this country. Why you must be thinking?
America....well simply put we are arrogant as a whole. The people of this country think that they are better than the rest of the world. Why? Because unlike most of the world we have freedom, the freedom to do what we want...mostly. We have indoor plumbing, we have cable TV, we have a civilized society. We also have the freedom to take what we have for granted, we reserve the right to lock murderers and rapists up in prison for life, we reserve the right to trash this planet as we see fit. Why? Because this planet, this earth is our's. Our wildlife, our ozone layer that we are depleting day after day but why doesn't anybody seem to really care? Because it is our's. Okay I am reading "Ishmael" so that's why I am babbling about that. Thanks to Bill for making me read the book but it is really good so far and it's crazy how true the shit is.
So back to our country not just how fucked up people are....I don't like how we flaunt how good we are and think that we are better than everybody else. It just pisses me off. We have alot of things that make us technoligally more advanced...but does that mean that we are better than the aborigines who in south africa live off of the earth, without indoor plumbing, without TV. They are happy with what they have and are thankful for having what they have. The kill to eat. The kill when necessary to survive and protect their children. They make babies and work hard to survive. They don't drive cars that pollute the ozone, they don't kill animals to put their heads on their walls. They don't molest their cousins or kill somebody to use their flesh as a lampshade for the their living room. Do they live their lives everyday thinking that they are better than us? I doubt it. Why is that? Is that because they are not better than us? No. Because they work hard for what they have and appreciate all of it because they live in the earth not own the earth.
Anyways. I could argue tooth and nail that society is fucked up and people need to change things. I know that this country is better than dozens of countries because we don't throw rocks at women who show an ankle in public, because we allow women to vote. We allow people alot of freedom, I think in some areas too much freedom. That's great EVERYBODY should do that. But does that give us the right to be stupid, arrogant bafoons? No. Be grateful for the fact that when your aunt is raped and murdered the man who did it if he is caught, will be put in prison. And guess who pays for that prison and to keep him alive in that prison? You guessed it...we all do.
Dinning out was pretty boring because we got there after everybody was talking and hanging-out and that obviously was the HIGHLIGHT of the event. I wish we had gotten there sooner so I could of talked to people I haven't seen in years! Lol. Go figure. Hindsight 22. Well...I noticed people (especially girls) looking at me...I dunno if they were negative glares...maybe because it wasn't a full length dress like formal dresses are supposed to be? It was formal in everything else though so I didn't give a fuck. Oh well. Maybe they were just jealous. Lol.
My friend Matt Tiexera played the nation anthem (ew) on the trumphet I think it was? Anyways I have to remember to IM him and congratulate him on his playing because it was good. A shitty song but he played well. I saw TJ, Ken and umm I can't remember the other band member. lol. Ken looked really gross, all fuzzy and shit. Why do guys think it is okay to not shave for weeks?? It looks NASTY! I don't mind goatees on some men like my brother-in-law for example but all this nasty unkept pubic hair is GROSS like Eric's roommate Sean right now hasn't shaved in like a week I am guessing. Gross. Men are so dumb.
This week-end I couldn't help but laugh at Eric. It just cracks me up how dressed down he is half of the time, like a big white shirt and these army green cargo shorts he wears that I HAVE to replace and get rid of when he's not looking. Lol. And I have to look at what I am wearing and then look back at him and I just can't help but stiffle a laugh! Why the hell am I dressing to impress when he's trying his hardest not to?! Makes no sense to me. Boys are so dumb. Who taught them how to dress anyways? Jeez. Do they think they look good? The only well dressed men are either gay or have girlfriends or moms dressing them. Hehe.
So anyways the Dinning Out had a Admiral (sp) give a really boring long speech. If I was up there for 15 minutes I would have everybody listening. I have always been good at giving interesting speeches that keeps people at least listening even if they are freaked out about the topic I am talking about. So anyways, I could of done better. The chicken thingy was okay, I mean it's better than Top Ramen. But I would take Chow Mein any day over that thing. Dessert was Carrot Cake. Not bad for carrot cake, I like carrot cake but I don't drool over it or anything.
I just hate anything formal because I feel retarded. I especially hate crowds of people. I knew/recognized alot of people there but a big crowd like makes me want to crawl back to a computer or to my hole as Anna calls it (my bedroom). I do not like the praying (ew) and all of the being silet while somebody parades around with a flag? Why? I am sorry I do not have respect for this country. Why you must be thinking?
America....well simply put we are arrogant as a whole. The people of this country think that they are better than the rest of the world. Why? Because unlike most of the world we have freedom, the freedom to do what we want...mostly. We have indoor plumbing, we have cable TV, we have a civilized society. We also have the freedom to take what we have for granted, we reserve the right to lock murderers and rapists up in prison for life, we reserve the right to trash this planet as we see fit. Why? Because this planet, this earth is our's. Our wildlife, our ozone layer that we are depleting day after day but why doesn't anybody seem to really care? Because it is our's. Okay I am reading "Ishmael" so that's why I am babbling about that. Thanks to Bill for making me read the book but it is really good so far and it's crazy how true the shit is.
So back to our country not just how fucked up people are....I don't like how we flaunt how good we are and think that we are better than everybody else. It just pisses me off. We have alot of things that make us technoligally more advanced...but does that mean that we are better than the aborigines who in south africa live off of the earth, without indoor plumbing, without TV. They are happy with what they have and are thankful for having what they have. The kill to eat. The kill when necessary to survive and protect their children. They make babies and work hard to survive. They don't drive cars that pollute the ozone, they don't kill animals to put their heads on their walls. They don't molest their cousins or kill somebody to use their flesh as a lampshade for the their living room. Do they live their lives everyday thinking that they are better than us? I doubt it. Why is that? Is that because they are not better than us? No. Because they work hard for what they have and appreciate all of it because they live in the earth not own the earth.
Anyways. I could argue tooth and nail that society is fucked up and people need to change things. I know that this country is better than dozens of countries because we don't throw rocks at women who show an ankle in public, because we allow women to vote. We allow people alot of freedom, I think in some areas too much freedom. That's great EVERYBODY should do that. But does that give us the right to be stupid, arrogant bafoons? No. Be grateful for the fact that when your aunt is raped and murdered the man who did it if he is caught, will be put in prison. And guess who pays for that prison and to keep him alive in that prison? You guessed it...we all do.
Thursday, April 15, 2004
I drove up to Prescott Thursday night after I got off of work. Last week was psycho dead so I hoping to get out of there a little early but alas, they kept seating me and seating me! So, I don't think I left until around 6PM or so. Sean White came over so we could drive his truck to the dealership again. Lol. Pos. So we went to Denny's after. The coolest thing was when we were leaving guess who I saw...lol. James. This really super cool guy from Riddle that I haven't seen in fucking 2 yrs! I wish I had asked him for his email but I totally SPACED it. Maybe he'll be at graduation.
Monday, April 12, 2004
Wed March 31
Second training day with Carriane.
Thu April 1
First training day with Laurie
Fri April 2
Was supposed to be my last training day and I was scheduled to be on my own with Monday morning (which is normally my day off but Pam is a retard at making scheduling) and Laurie said I needed one more day and was planning on training me Mon and I told her I wanted it off anyways! Since I was not certified to serve yet I didn't have to get that Mon covered. I finished my training Tue with Laurie and took my test and got a 94%.
Thu April 8
My first day of serving on my own! Yay! I had four tables all day (which is terrible but we're out of season now so I am not shocked) My last table was a husband, wife and their 5 kids. It was the little girls b-day and I brought her brownie, ice-cream and hot fudge with her candle and they were all like "OMG!!" It was way cute. Then they sang happy birthday to her. They told me I was doing great and on their $86 bill they left me....$50! Woah. How cool is that?? Dude. It was super fucking cool! Other than that table I made like 10 bucks. So it was a great end to my day.
Second training day with Carriane.
Thu April 1
First training day with Laurie
Fri April 2
Was supposed to be my last training day and I was scheduled to be on my own with Monday morning (which is normally my day off but Pam is a retard at making scheduling) and Laurie said I needed one more day and was planning on training me Mon and I told her I wanted it off anyways! Since I was not certified to serve yet I didn't have to get that Mon covered. I finished my training Tue with Laurie and took my test and got a 94%.
Thu April 8
My first day of serving on my own! Yay! I had four tables all day (which is terrible but we're out of season now so I am not shocked) My last table was a husband, wife and their 5 kids. It was the little girls b-day and I brought her brownie, ice-cream and hot fudge with her candle and they were all like "OMG!!" It was way cute. Then they sang happy birthday to her. They told me I was doing great and on their $86 bill they left me....$50! Woah. How cool is that?? Dude. It was super fucking cool! Other than that table I made like 10 bucks. So it was a great end to my day.
Sunday, April 04, 2004
Tue March 30th
I started server training today with Carrianne. She showed what to do and I took some of her tables all on my own and Wed the same thing. A while back the managers asked Carrie if she even wanted totrain and she told them no but since she said no they have scheduled her to train three people! Lol. Lame asses. She's not a good trainer, not to say she's not good at her job. It's just that she isn't great at showing people how to do what she does without taking things for granted and not illustrating how to do them to other people. So Thursday morning Laurie came in and Carrie asked her if she would train me and Laurie agreed to finish my training Thursday and Friday. Well I am originally said I only wanted to work lunches but I told them that I wanted to train dinners also and so Laurie said she wanted to train me Monday morning (I was scheduled to work on my own but she said I needed one more day) and Kieta told her no I wanted Monday off. So Tuesday I am training again, Wed off, Thu I am on my own!!!!! OMG!! AHH!! hehe. I am still expoing Friday and Saturday nights because I like making a $100 a night. But omg after serving this week and expoing Fri and Sat I HATE expoing at especially on those nights I dunno how long I will be able to hack them without going crazy. They are so stressful and everybody (cooks, servers) are so grumpy and stupid sloppy assholes I hate it.
Fri April 2nd
I hate my job!!!!! Tonight Jose the dishwasher was a grumpy fuck, Candace was being the biggest bitch. I did something perverted like stuck my tongue between my two fingers (which I do frequently) and she called me like a lesbian freak. In this stupid fucking bitchy ass voice...Bitch. She's never jumped down my throat like that before. Then later Grady apparently relayed a message to Rudy to tell Candace and she was not happy about it and so I was like what's the matter...I patted her on the back. And she fucking snaps and shrugs and whips back "Don't fucking touch me!" FUCK YOU! Then Patti was being a dumb bitch. Then all night expoing is spent cleaning up after assholes who don't lift a finger and leave their dirty dishes everywhere along with spills, wasted food and garbage. They do not care about anybody but themselves.
This week-end has put me in such a bad mood just wanting to kill everything. I can't get this Davy drama out of my head. I just can not believe my stupid ass pervert family.
I started server training today with Carrianne. She showed what to do and I took some of her tables all on my own and Wed the same thing. A while back the managers asked Carrie if she even wanted totrain and she told them no but since she said no they have scheduled her to train three people! Lol. Lame asses. She's not a good trainer, not to say she's not good at her job. It's just that she isn't great at showing people how to do what she does without taking things for granted and not illustrating how to do them to other people. So Thursday morning Laurie came in and Carrie asked her if she would train me and Laurie agreed to finish my training Thursday and Friday. Well I am originally said I only wanted to work lunches but I told them that I wanted to train dinners also and so Laurie said she wanted to train me Monday morning (I was scheduled to work on my own but she said I needed one more day) and Kieta told her no I wanted Monday off. So Tuesday I am training again, Wed off, Thu I am on my own!!!!! OMG!! AHH!! hehe. I am still expoing Friday and Saturday nights because I like making a $100 a night. But omg after serving this week and expoing Fri and Sat I HATE expoing at especially on those nights I dunno how long I will be able to hack them without going crazy. They are so stressful and everybody (cooks, servers) are so grumpy and stupid sloppy assholes I hate it.
Fri April 2nd
I hate my job!!!!! Tonight Jose the dishwasher was a grumpy fuck, Candace was being the biggest bitch. I did something perverted like stuck my tongue between my two fingers (which I do frequently) and she called me like a lesbian freak. In this stupid fucking bitchy ass voice...Bitch. She's never jumped down my throat like that before. Then later Grady apparently relayed a message to Rudy to tell Candace and she was not happy about it and so I was like what's the matter...I patted her on the back. And she fucking snaps and shrugs and whips back "Don't fucking touch me!" FUCK YOU! Then Patti was being a dumb bitch. Then all night expoing is spent cleaning up after assholes who don't lift a finger and leave their dirty dishes everywhere along with spills, wasted food and garbage. They do not care about anybody but themselves.
This week-end has put me in such a bad mood just wanting to kill everything. I can't get this Davy drama out of my head. I just can not believe my stupid ass pervert family.
Sunday, March 21, 2004
Sean, Eric and I went to the Grand Canyon and walked around the rim. I think the best part was the deer and the two squirrels we saw. One of the squirrels Sean saw first we walked beside it and it walked over to the ledge and just lay there looking the edge. I couldn't believe how CLOSE to the edge the little guy was! His paws were practically hanging off! It was freaky as hell!
After the canyon we all went to Alfonzo's in Chino Valley (a little mom & pop mexican food place) and went back to the dorm with it. We watched The Crow (Eric bought me the box set for my 20th B-day) and Sean fought because he didn't want to watch it but it caved eventually.
After the canyon we all went to Alfonzo's in Chino Valley (a little mom & pop mexican food place) and went back to the dorm with it. We watched The Crow (Eric bought me the box set for my 20th B-day) and Sean fought because he didn't want to watch it but it caved eventually.
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